On Monday, October 21, 2002, I received an e-mail from a gentleman called, rev. john bill beaudine. john describes himself thus:

"For the last thirty-four years, my life has been targeted research in the mystical realities of God Almighty. A licensed and fully ordained Christian Minister from the State of California, I limit my ministry/practice to personal teaching and counseling only. Its focus is solutions to spiritual inaccuracies and emergencies: personal crisis, traumas and breakdowns that occur in those awakening to their spiritual reality."

So intrigued was I by the content of his e-mail that I immediately replied, asking him for permission to publish his thoughts on the pages of www.tobew.com. This was granted and I am now pleased to post our entire correspondance, to date.

rev john bill beaudine may be contacted in relation to this article at either of the two e-mail addresses stated in the following...

-----Original Message-----
From: beaudine
To: divina@tobew.com
Date: 21 October 2002 17:11
Subject: Personal and Confidential October 21, 2002.

Dear Divina : I am writing to you at this time with a message of extraordinary discovery and importance. It is sent to you in the highest respect and truth for your personal study and analysis . Thank you in advance for your valued time and thoughtful consideration. Respectfully, rev. john bill beaudine.

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-----Original Message-----
From: beaudine
To: divina@tobew.com
Date: 22 October 2002 14:31
Subject: Message from www.tobew.com

Rev. John Bill Beaudine, Thank you for your... intriguing e-mail. I was wondering if you would allow me to publish the experiment you suggest on the pages of www.tobew.com? If preferred, this could be done anonymously. Please advise accordingly.
Always,
Divina Swan.
http://www.tobew.com

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-----Original Message-----
From: john bill beaudine
To: orange.box@btopenworld.com
Date: 28 October 2002 17:38
Subject: Re: Fwd: Message from www.tobew.com

Dear Divina : Thank you for your interest in the material. Yes, by all means publish the material, you have my permission. It has profound and significant impact on each and everyone of us and all that we are involved in and with. I have follow up information if you are interested in the future. Also, please note my alternative address here at Hotmail. The Yahoo address is also open, too; either works.
God Bless You,
rev. john bill beaudine
ps. If you include my name, which is OK, please use all lower case. I use that because names are only monikers, not who I am.

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A Matter of Grave Importance.

Using just your eyes, are you aware of tiny dark spots floating in your field of vision? Bring your eye focus in close as you look around. By consciously looking at a light colored surface, wall or ceiling, that discovery can be greatly enhanced.

Move your eyes briskly to the left and then to the right. Then, up and down. Are those miniature eyes you are seeing? Is it a small face? Keep moving your eyes back and forth. Force yourself to focus in close.

The floating dark spots are actually one or more spirit entities that are attached to your face and eyes. They are eyeball to eyeball, speaking with you as they insert images into your mind for you to accept as your basic reality. This is the absolute truth of the matter.

Using both of your hands, take your fingers and gentlyreach into the area of your eyeball sockets. Just to the space in close to your eyelids. Now, close your fingers in a grabbing motion and slowly pull your hands out and away from you, to about a foot in front of your face. Hard focus on your fingertips as you open and release your fingers.

What you will see are spirit entities moving away from you, either to the right or to the left of your hands. They may appear like fumes of black or white smoke. Or, like the heat waves rising from asphalt or concrete on a hot summers day. You might even see a face.

According to the opthamologists, these spots are called "floaters" and are caused by little blood vessels breaking off that then become a permanent part of the ocular fluid.

Yet, consider this, the closest thing we can focus on is perhaps the tip of our nose, or essentially just before our eyes. We do not view any eye damage in our visual movement. And, broken blood vessels or pink eye does not make us see red.

As these impressions of energy, or floaters, come and go in our awareness, this should tell you something. If one day their presence is viewed by you differently from another, then this anomaly needs a better answer.

I assert these energy patterns are intentional impressions made by discarnate spirits while they attempt to control your experience with image picture inserts and thought communication.

Please try the exercise again and watch the truth unfold before your own eyes.

Now, consider the implications of the experience you have encountered; the reality of spirits being attached to your eyes and face and what that implies. The reason spirits are in your face, on your eyes and speaking to you through your reading voice at your temples is that they are controlling, manipulating, and formulating what you have innocently come to accept and believe as the image of who you believe yourself to be.

These spirits are implanting pictures and composite images of your physical family, coupled with each of their individual feeling tones and emotions into a singular image that you have come to believe is the self image of who you think and believe you are as a person. Not as a son or daughter (spirit) of the Most High God and un-self-conscious observer.

From the Coptic Manichean gospel texts of Thomas : Logion 5 - "Jesus said: Know what is in thy eyes and what is hidden from thee will be revealed to thee."

This powerful, overwhelming and wicked scheme is used by spirits to influence and control your destiny from the day you are born until the day you spiritually pass from your body. It is used to keep you in the belief that you are your body and to keep you spiritually ignorant. It is exactly what fosters the lie that death is a reality for the observer (you). Also, that spirits on the other side are the images, personalities and names they had when they had a body.

Coupled with the planting of this image insert, they are also at each of your temples speaking to you subliminally using your thought/reading voice. They use constant vocal suggestions to sway and move all of your choices and decisions throughout your lifetime. This is the how and why of how we hold on to and propagate the lies we have in our life.

This, emphatically, is not a theory of mine or a distorted perception of what I personally imagine my experience to be. Yet, the truth of the matter is for you to prove out for yourself. Do the exercises over and over and you will see for yourself.

Clearly, the danger of sudden global thermo-nuclear confrontation impels us to seek out why we blindly continue such a tragic course to our assured mutual destruction in light of these spirit intrusions.

Please ask yourself. Are all the political leaders of the world negatively impacted, manipulated and swayed by spirit forces? Won't this assure us that the final biblical texts of Revelation will play itself out exactly as written?

I state that this is exactly what is happening.

Who is out there to wake humanity up to what is truthfully happening? Will the secular humanists? The scientists? Politicians? Organized religion? Psychiatrists or psychologists? Or, even the media?

Do you clearly see this reality for yourself?

If you would care to communicate more on this new emerging paradigm, please feel free to contact me any time at your convenience.

Gods' Richest Blessings to You Eternally, rev. john bill beaudine

johnbill93447@yahoo.com

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-----Original Message-----
From: beaudine
To: divina@tobew.com
Date: 29 October 2002 17:11
Subject: The next step.

Hi Divina, Here is some follow-up for your down load. I'm pleased to send this to you, especially since this is my puppets Birthday today. :-) Hope you like it.
Blessings,
john bill

A Matter of Grave Importance - The Next Step.

The spirits that are in your eyes are communicating with you all the time in order to manipulate and control you. Their #1 line of approach is to maintain the lies that scientific/secular humanism teaches, which includes that you are separate from the Creator of all things. It is the belief that you are defined by your name and your human form. With this belief system, God can only be experienced by you as some far away idea called your Creator who watches your life from a distance.

In this understanding, you remain locked in the illusion that you are not "the observer", Spirit Awareness Itself, looking out from the periscope portals of two eyes, but rather, that you "are" the physical form and brain itself. In this way, these spirits have you live out your life as a 'Pleasure Domer'; a sensualist, who breaks every Law of our Creator, so they (the spirit invaders) can parasitically experience every sensate value off you. This would include drugs, sex, alcohol, food, etc.

If you live with a physical body belief as your truth, you will ultimately, in time, die with that as your understanding only to wake up on the other side, in the spirit rhelm, as the image of who you thought you were when you had a physical body.

This is the very ignorance that produces the psychic communications that psychics have with Uncle Joe and Aunt Mary, or, mothers, fathers, sisters and brothers who have passed on. While this communication with spirits is real, the content from that contact is not the truth. We are sons and daughters of the Most High God, not physical bodies. Read Psalm 100. Our identity is in God, our Creator.

Try this exercise. The next time you sit down to eat a meal, hold your napkin in your hand and brush it under your chin, from ear to ear, back and forth, while you chew and swallow. By doing this, you stop a spirit that attaches there who parasitically steals all the flavor energy away from your experience. Try it several times, both with and without using the napkin and you will see and know the truth for yourself. Because of these parasitic spirits, we eat far much more than we ever need to simply because nothing ever satisfies our spirit and physical hunger. Could this be a reason why everybody is becoming so fat? You bet.

We need to come into the truth of who we really are in truth. Identity is not in what mankind has fallen to or what they bring their children up to believe themselves to be.

Self-image is the lie that is produced by these spirits in your eyes. Self-image is the picture in our mind of our physical body and how we feel about it. It's glamour and pure vanity.

Why would I ever want want a self-image to begin with? It makes me self-conscious of my puppet/physical body. It consumes far too much effort, time, money and concern, which is a complete waste of energy. It becomes my life sentence of constant day and night attention to the physical body and gets in my way of everything creative that I just simply want to do. It's stupid. I have to add things for my body all the time, to prop it up my ego/image, and that makes me constantly add more-on... I become a Moron!

Now...

While we can help each other by sharing our experiences, we cannot give anyone God or be a mediator for them. We each need to experience God and Spirit, individually. The following exercise, I feel, will be most helpful for you if you will persist with it and don't give up. Your committed intention and your hearts power of desire is everything. As it is written in scripture, faith comes by hearing, and our actual "hearing", (a gift of the spirit), comes by the word of God.

Allow yourself a private moment to experience the following brief and powerful exercise.

Simply take a relaxed position in a chair or choose to recline on your bed. The important thing here is to be aware of and listening to "white noise". That could be the hum of an air conditioner, a refrigerator or a fan of some kind. That's what white noise is. And please, don't worry about your mind wandering. That's not important at all. Your listening is.

With your eyes closed, listen very closely to the hum of the air conditioner noise, itself. If any thoughts pass by, let them. Simply return to a focus of your listening to the noise.

Very shortly, atop of this noise, you will hear a voice or voices approaching. The voices will sound distant at first yet soon will come very near.

Remember: the Lord will actually do everything that is necessary for you to be calm and comfortable with Him. There will be no fear. You will be able to hear and also be completely confident. It's really that simple.

Hearing for the first time is a powerful experience for anyone. It was for me. It forever changed my life knowing that I could, in fact, see and hear the Lord in a normal conversation. Your seeing will follow soon after your first experience of hearing. It will change your life and the world as we know it.

Our ability to walk and talk with our Lord and Creator, 24/7, is the key to life. It is the Gift of Grace and my wish for each and everyone. Truly, God is the only One who can do anything about the future that we all face. May He come into each of our lives now.

In closing, please let me know of your progress. Also, please trust the integrity of the goodness of your heart to know the difference between right/wrong, truth/lies, Good spirits and bad, etc. God has not left us orphans. He will send us the Holy Spirits to help us in our progress back home.

Gods Blessings to You Always,

rev. john bill beaudine.

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